Many many Wishes...!!

Seems like i have soo much to give but yet everything i do seems soo little..

I don't know what do u expect or what you want...but from what i can do...there's a little bit which you might be proud to have.

So this one's for you

 

Your birthday is a reminder,of just how special you are.

In a world that can be crazy,
You are simply a calming star.

You live your life in brightness,shining for all to see.

A positive influence,on somebody just like me.

Yes, you are special,and in so many ways.

That i wish i had you since the day i came,

So, I’m thrilled to be sharing,on your special day

This little rhyme which might seem like a pebble in a hay

May you live a million years,and keep smiling like always

While you live for all that while,do wish for my company like always

Happy Birthday!

Today as you grow a year older...i want to wish you for all the previous years when i could not wish you...

Well as i said anything i do will seem little but then this was the best i think i could offer....

 

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P.S.: May God Bless You Dear.
 

Missing my Loneliness...

Once there was a time when i used to have a lot of time for myself and for all my
creativity(as if there was any)
But anyways i used to think i am giving myself a lot to do and a lot of my mind seemed to be utilised..
and this was not a lot of time ago..just about a year ago...
My loneliness always gave me greater insight into myself  : "me time" i called it..

It always gave me time to think...and develop greater skills like writing for example...
My blogs are purely a creation of my loneliness

But today again i seem to be very occupied and very busy to do anything that i ever wanted to do...
it's like i have again come back a full circle...
From nothing-to-do TO no-time-to-do.....
My question is how did this happen....where did all the time go...and given that college runs for lesser hours now...
They say "An empty mind is a devil's workshop"
so has the devil started working in my mind...??


Point is i will never know and i will never try to find...
but then i will always complain..

but then given my nature i will try to fuse in my loneliness within my busy schedule...
Will it work or not i do not know...

but then after so many days i have again comeback to write...have i not..?
So i guess thats how it's gonna be...
So staying lonely is the need of the hour..!!
for me atleast..


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P.S.: How can i miss loneliness..??....strange is my mind..!!

Happy Birthday To Me...

To say the least thank you all for your wishes,the surprises.the chocolates,the greeting cards,the cakes,the gifts,the emails,the testimonials,the hugs and last but not the least the LOVE...

At 4am sitting in my room in front of laptop i am just in awe after reading a couple of my FAN mails...:P...
I am filled with so much gratitude and pride that i am not even able to sleep..

As i turn 24 i find it too hard to digest some of the honors and titles that i am being awarded with....and i just want to thank everybody once again...

I feel like i have achieved soo much already...without even doing anything....
When i sit and wonder i really doubt being the person that others claim me of being..

It's 4 hours past my birthday now....but m still feeling the trance...

I want to say soo much about all my friends...every single one of them but...then not today...
and not like this...

For now it's just a Big Thank You to all of you...'

P.S.:  Special Thanks to Shruti & Niharika...your testimonials made me write this......i know it's boring but....then it's my blog...i can do waht i want..

When I fly....

They call me self contained...
Some say i am self obsessed...
then there are others who feel i am arrogant..
and some say i am hard to budge..

To each and everyone of you i have just one thing to say..

I DON'T CARE...!!!


I am here for what i am worth and i will stay here as long as i want..
Cause I never asked your opinion nor i cared for it anyways...
So if you don't like me or if you don't understand mee...
I have just one thing to say...

I DON'T CARE...!!!

I may seem crazy...i may seem like a person with attitude...
i may be harsh and i may be rude...
You may wonder as to why i am always soo crude...
But to tell you the truth...which cuts through the prude...

Is just that....

I DON'T CARE...!!!

When I fly i am so fragile....
That i don't mind about what i say...
I don't know if this is , just the flight or the height...
Which makes me say with such sight...

That..

I DON'T CARE...!!!

My purpose is clear..and now it seems to be near...
So all i want to say is if you have a tantrum to throw...
Then...

I DON'T CARE...!!!

Having said that there are a few ones for whom i do care....
But then those few ones would know....as to what do i do...

WHEN I FLY...!!!
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P.S.: I know i have totally lost it....but seriously....I DON'T CARE...

My Friend...My Philosopher....My Guide....and now My Dentist...!!

 We all have our ups and downs and we all have friends around to share it with....it could be the same person or could be different people....depending upon your plan of action....but the point is we always have someone to talk to.....
For me  it has always been 1 person...for some time now...

While we are on that note....let me tell you about this friend of mine....Cause i am one of those lucky ones to have her by my side for quite a while....

yup...datz her...!!

 Doctor Ketki Joshi....actually a dentist...
But who cares....she came to my rescue....wen i needed a saviour...


It's been 10 years....and 10 years straight without any breaks.....
Shez known me in and out.....advised me....helped me and stood by me at times when i was in need...
and soo was it today as well...
place...time.....work....nothing ever has stood between.....i am not a firm believer in the concept of best friends but....if i had to choose one among all it will surely be you ketki....

Which brings me to today.....and as of today she's my new Dentist..

Well i happened to have a tooth problem and though i had my regular Dentist (who by the way was extremely good)....but still i decided to give my friend a chance...:P
soo i paid my friend a visit....to get myself treated....
Itz always weird to have someone ogling down your throat...and all the more if she's a hot girl....now imagine if she happens to be your best friend....it was seeming too crazy and weird

but as it turned out....it wasn't such a big deal eventually....
Firstly i get a preferential treatment by not having to wait in the queue....then itz ketki in the Doc's apron....waiting inside....gives me a smile....and trust me...somehow i could not stop smiling....or rather i was laughing....which made her laugh too...haha
Although i was mentally prepared....it was soo different there...maybe not for her coz she was the doctor....and mite be used to this....but to mee....it definately was..
Eventually it got better....and from then on it was a doctor patient like thing...until...
while working on my tooth she starts telling me stories about different things....about other people...like gossip stuff.....and i was sitting on the chair with open jaws....i was like... this dosent seem a visit to doctor at all...it was as if 2 friends hanging out....credit to her....

She did her thing to my tooth which was excellent by the way....but thats not the point...for her of course it was....coz she thought i would be a good critic.....and for that maybe she was extra cautious...soo she wanted a report later on.....well to cut the long story short.....i have got a dependable dentist.....who gives me preferential treatment....rest who cares....
she's my dentist now....she can do the worrying....

Soo coming back to the point....i can still remember the first time when i really got to know her....seemed to be a out of the way....spoilt girl to me....who was way out of my league....but then we sort of connected.....i wouldn't be wrong to say she was there to share each and every happiness with me.....and even my sorrows....plus she thinks am funny.....though i doubt that....but then who minds the compliments....
And even today whenever i hit a jackpot....she knows it first....and vice versa...hopefully..:)
It just gives me Immense pleasure and happiness to see you stand with such great future....
and so for you my friend i have a few lines...

Miles we came since the first day we met...
and miles we will go till one of us may set...
But what we share is a gift that few get....
i will be there with you even if i have to be your pet...(nothing else was rhyming yaar)

Remember the time when we were brittle..
and the night had seemed to be soo little...
now is the time when we look to settle...
but i wanna go back somewhere in that riddle..

since you have always been in my boat...
i hope you will be there till i reach the coast...

and while you are there i don't want to reach the coast
cause then i won't have anything to boast...



Thank you dentist....not just for today...but for everyday....
my teeth she says are in best shape....
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P.S.: Ketki....at 3am the effect of the Tranquilizer has completely subsidized and i feel a slight tingle in my tooth..it feels funny...hehe

Sitting in my Office...

Just when i was starting to get used to working here...when i was starting to get comfortable with everything around me...it's time to leave...
Yes our 2 months of internship are almost to over now...or letz just say...my time at Business Development Bureau is fast coming to an end.....and i see all other interns of different colleges have already left

Just 2 more weeks to go....and then it will be back to college again....
which i have missed very much....specially the sleeping in class and the fun....
I wonder how the first day is going to be.....

Neways working at BDB was a very enriching experience....now i am not sure if i would be coming back post my internship here....but clearly thats not on my mind....i did what i wanted.....i had fun....learnt a lot....had the maximum opportunities and will come out as a learned man....nothing else i asked for....
But just for the record...yes i will get my stipend too...

But there are somethings which i am going to miss....
letz see what....some might be amusing too...

I am definately going to miss the responsibility i was vested upon....
I will miss gawking over the HOT chick in branding....i think her name is khusboo....and rightly soo everytime she passes by i can smell the aroma....
i am surely going to miss the ATC(any time coffee)...
Then there are the other interns who have already left........my mentor's who taught me work here....the meetings in the meeting room...my desk....my PC....and the systems guy Sharad....
And also the "chachiya" employee Amogh...
the coming late and then making excuses...the most delicious veg cheese grill sandwich at a restaurant nearby(well this one i can have again...but still)....
The free food and petrol allowance....
the laughing and the talks in a hush-hush tone.....
The jumping at the first chance to go out on field.....My company paid trips to Karnataka,Mumbai and now Chennai....
The feeling of coming home after a long day at work...
And yeh in between maybe sometimes i might miss the work here....
But above all i am going to miss the Sunday holiday....which we used to get...

Yes i did learn quite a few things out here....but more than anything....I have instilled great confidence in mee....because i am more sure now that if vested upon a responsibility i will do good....not that i was doubting that...but now i am more certain....
The experience i have gained out here is highly regarded by me...for this i would like to thank my mentor's for giving me the opportunity to handle complex roles....
I even played the role of a undercover information extractor....or to make it sound cooler...letz say a SPY...

Did i do justice?...well i tried my best to do soo....
Am i happy.?...ohh yes i am...!!
soo is this the end....i think so...or maybe there might be a last surprise....letz see 2 weeks to goo...
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P.S.: For the first time...i have got absolutely no work to do...in office...and i think Khusboo just smiled at mee.....shit!! such a despo... haha

The King....in mee

Above all...!!

Have you ever felt like a king....?
Like a real powerful person....Holding so much power that you could just burn out everything in your path...
Do whatever you want....but then you don't do it....you just hold yourself back...
You contain the power within you....you don't want to be soo brutal.....
You know you have it to do it....but you let the Royalty just show for itself...
It's like a test of your patience and your attitude...and your kindness for smaller creatures...



Have you ever experienced that...have you even felt what it feels like too have to power and not use it.....I guess few might have....But I definitely have

Every time i ride my machine....my ZMR...i feel it...
It feels i have soo much power vested in me....but i try to be calm and patient....I hold back....
I relax my nerves and just breathe easy...
I feel everyone watching me....i see them gawking at me when i pass by....they seem to want a show...a display of my power
Makes me feel proud...makes me feel like a Powerful man...
Makes me feel like a KING...!!

Soo i just bask in the Glory...and keep them waiting....and wanting...:P
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P.S.: I don't need a Queen....i search for a DYNASTY...

Happy anniversary mom and dad...

Silver Jublee they call it....some say their best days are behind them....
Then there are few who say it's time your son takes over the reins..
And then there are others who just wish them....and be a part of their happiness like no other..

Itz been 25 years....yes it's their 25th anniversary and they are thousands of miles away from me....yet i feel connected...
I might not say this as much but really seeing you both enjoying and making jokes at each other is a real treat to watch...
Specially when my mom calls my dad a oldie and he tries to prove her wrong....
Clearly not many people really matter to me as much as you both do...
Today  I want to thank god for blessing me with such great parents....who by all possible means have made me the person i am today...
I know i lack in a few departments but that is just ok....i take responsibility for that....my parents tried everything but it's all my fault...
The best part about having such wonderful parents is you don't need anyone else to look upon....
Picture a kid who thinks His Daddy is the Strongest....
For me he Even now is...
My mom is the best care taker there ever was...
And they together is what everything one could ever wish for...

There is really nothing much i would like to say apart from Happy Anniversary Mom and Dad...
I love you Both....Thank you For Everything....

P.S.: Hope you guys are having a blast in Singapore...

The Deathly Hallows-Part2

The movie couldn't have been better made...yes there are a few changes from the book but all in all it was a brilliant movie...to say that it was the best of the lot would not do justice to the other films considering the turn of events which did not exist in this particular film...

But anyways...after a regular day at my internship i went to this multiplex to book tickets for the next day but little did i know that i was more deserving than this...
Just as Albus Dumbledore says..."Help Will be granted to anyone in need at Hogwarts if they are deserving"
I felt like the world was my Hogwarts and since i had the will to check at the ticket counter standing in the long serpentine queue even though all online bookings said Housefull...i got the opportunity....I got the help from my Hogwarts....I got the tickets to the premiere show...and boy what an experience it was..!!....was i deserving...well i would leave that to the beliefs....


Talking about the movie...ohhh it was Grand.!!...and more so because it is in 3D....
I would always miss the fact that i could not watch it at the Dome as i wanted....But that takes nothing away from the movie..
there were instances when i said the dialogues from the book and the same thing showed up on the screen....what i am trying to say is even the dialogues from the book haven't been changed...
The 3D experience is soo real that it seems you are sitting inside the movie....you literally try to hold the Dementors hood....or the Ashes when You-Know -Who burns....
You Move forward to look in the valley where Neville just fell...and you jolt back in your seat when Nagini hits Severus Face on with a powerful Jaw Punch.
For a moment I thought I was flying above the burning stationery inside the room of requirement with Hermione and Ron....then we saved Draco's life too....Hell it was totally awesome.
The Best scene i thought was when Neville Cut Nagini's Throat with the Gryfindoor Sword...the timing the slow motion the aggression on his face and his style...everything about the scene was perfect.

I never Watched a Premiere before....yes it hurt my pocket somewhat but i get to see the movie before the world....so what if i have to pay a premium for that....and plus i get to give a review which might influence others to watch and the best part i have got about a dozen calls and messages asking me how was the movie....soo much to get that the premium amount seems abysmal  ...

Something that i think was missing was the crowd to watch the final fight between Harry and Voldemort...there should have been cheering there should have been the victory cry....
But anyways i don't want to spoil it for the non-readers....

On a serious note....If you haven't watched the first part of Deathly hallows watch it before you see this one....you won't be able to connect otherwise.
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P.S.: I was very close to the screen on the 2nd row....maybe that made my 3D experience more real....but i am not sure...go find out for your self.
Long Live Harry Potter...

Coffee @ BDB

What could be better than getting a hot sip to drink at regular intervals...or say just when you want one.

Yes work here at BDB is more or less the same...and for a few days in the recent past life has just been like a hot sip of coffee...

The first sip when we do not know how hot the coffee is and then the soothing warmth which it brings when you are having the drink...and finally the freshness which it puts you in.....to take on the worldly matters.

Working at BDB has been more or less the same...

Whenever i get a new project it gives me the same feeling...

My mentor always scares me...makes a mountain out of a simple job....but then lately i have learnt to understand his tone...

Any new assignment which i am given is just like this hot sip of coffee which burns initially....takes me off guard.....disturbs my moods but then when i start working somehow things just happen and finally when i am through.....it gives me immense confidence to face the new hot cup or rather a new challenge...

Soo coffee at BDB  like work at BDB...

P.S.:Itz coffee time now....and mohan wants to do all the work now....saala chachiya...

Service comes from within...

Are you here to serve or are you here to work...

This is the thought which persisted in my mind after reading the article which Girish sir shared with us about more than a month ago...for those who missed it....try and find itt....
anyways it talked about how the service culture in India is still in the infant stage despite the fact that we are becoming more and more service oriented.

Come to think of it, Service in itself means to serve..
To serve your friends, to serve your family..
to serve your elders, to serve your boss..
and above all to serve your job which you promised to do..
now what do you need to do is....to just stay true to your words...
just deliver what you promised in any situation...

Very recently i had given my bike for some work at the service station
Now what started by "saheb 7-8 din main hojayega"
took as much as 15-20 days...
Not to mention the number of times i had to visit the service station in person and the pathetic response which i always got....
and when i got all oral with the person incharge the manager stepped up and said
"Sir give me 2 more days i will look into the matter personally"

My question is why was he waiting for me to get verbal...?
Why did he not do what was to be done before hand...?
I did not expect anything extra...
I would have been delighted if he had just delivered what was promised....not even a bit more was required....but then that's not how it was done.....the service culture....in our country...still a crying baby

Now let us take our case....getting selected in a company for internship was just the first part...
we all accepted it and were excited to work.....but soon we realized
'this is not the job i want' or maybe 'the PPO is too low'
or some or the other reason....hence we fail to give our best...

Now remember the last time you were mad at a waiter....
or a vendor....or your maid....or anybody who failed to deliver what you expected.....

When you took the Internship did you not promise the company a service....
to serve for a period of 2 months.....
so now when you don't give in your full effort...are you not breaking your own rules....

You expect service but you fail to give it in return....
What if that waiter you were angry at was also a intern who hated his low PPO
What if the vendor you last fired wasn't happy with  the deal you gave him
What if your maid is not happy with the payment you give her...
And what if your friend is not happy with the way you had treated him last time...

In each and every walk of our life there is service....
Consider this...
Just by loving and caring a person you can make the person delighted...
now if you equate this to marketing jargon's of customer and provider...
you are serving the person....you are delighting them...
and return you get a friend with loyalty....
you also get word of mouth publicity....
so then...are we not all a part of this...

The way we behave...
we serve...
we act...
we treat...
each and everything is a service....

so if we as individuals fail to serve how can we expect an organization as a whole to serve efficiently...
It's all in our culture...we want good service we find faults...but then what do we do to improve it....

We fail to realize that each and everywhere there are ill motivated fellows like us...who always need the extra push....just to do what they were supposed to do anyways....

so where are we headed....i had no clue...i had thought we can't change the fact....i thought it was a problem we would have to live on with...where motivating everyone accordingly was the only answer

And then i had a chat on this matter with Girish sir....who explained to me his instances...

He says many a times while teaching he comes across students who would not stop disturbing....or keep talking....some times it just get's frustrating....
There is some point to anyone's patience....but then there is always a motivating force in huge abundance...
It's there within us....he told me if he does a shoddy job then he feels dissatisfied....not because the students might not understand....but because he did not do justice to what was to be done....


motivation should come from within...not from outside....you should know what you want to do....and what you want to deliver....then and only then you will be happy for what you have done....and the rest will just be a fallout...to mark his exact words...this is what he said

" it's a question of personal desires. it's a question of what motivates me!
is it something external that keeps me going? or is it something within me that pushes me to do better and better..."


So just as Johny the bagger at the supermarket Put his own personal signature on the job....each one of us should make our presence felt...something that the company will miss when we leave....
Something that will make the company want us....
If we do this it really won't matter if we get the PPO or not....because we would know that we have done justice to our job....
And rest would just be History...!!!

And on that note...i wish all the best to each and everyone of us....

 P.S.: If you like reading it...please comment below...:P

Shifting Bases....With a confused will...

THE MONKEY MOMENT

WHY DO WE CHANGE....WHY DO WE HAVE TO MAKE ADJUSTMENTS....SOMETIMES FOR THE GOOD.....SOMETIMES FOR THE BAD.....AND SOMETIMES JUST FOR THE CHANGE ITSELF....
DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU WANT TO OR YOU DO NOT WANT TO....
YOU HAVE TO CHANGE FOR THE CHANGE ITSELF.....

WATER ON PANTS

THE CHANGE IS IMMINENT.....AND THE BEST PART ABOUT IT IS YOU DONT KNOW IF YOU ARE HAPPY OR NOT.....YOU JUST WANT TO DO IT......YOU ARE TOOO MESSED UP.....AND YOU ARE SUPER SAD FOR CHANGING.....BUT AT THE SAME TIME YOU ARE EXCITED.....AND YOU HAVE GOT BIG PLANS..... AND THERE IS NO LOOKING BACK....

IN ONE WORD YOU ARE "CONFUSED"....

MANKUUUU

LEAVING THE HOSTEL IS A BIG DECISION....I MEAN FOR ALL I KNOW....I WONT BE SEEING MY BED AGAIN FOR A LIFETIME....MY TABLE....MY CHAIR.....EVEYTHING IS BEING SNATCHED.....
BUT CHANGE AS THEY SAY IS LIFE RIGHT..??...
YOU CANT LOOK BACK....YOU MOVE AHEAD....THERE ARE NEW THINGS....
AND FOR THAT MATTER NEW BEDS AND NEWER TABLES....BUT SOMETIMES I ASK MYSELF....IS THIS WHAT IS LIFE??....
ALL ABOUT MATERIALS.....ONE GOES AND A NEW ONE COMES.....

DISGUISE TO ENTER GIRLS HOSTEL 

STAYING IN THE FLAT IS GOING TO BE A NEW EXPERIENCE....SURELY GIVEN THE GLADIATORS THAT WE ARE.....IT WILL BE FUN.....BUT I WILL MISS MY HOSTEL....
BUT ALL GOOD THINGS END....AND SOO WILL THIS.....





BUT LIFE....IT MOVES ON....FOR THE BETTER OR NOT ONLY FUTURE KNOWS....ALL WE CAN DO NOW.....IS ACCEPT THE CHANGE.....NO MATTER IF YOU ARE HAPPY OR SAD.....CHANGE HAS TO BE DONE....AND IT WILL BE DONE......  


  P.S.: MY NEW NOKIA E5 SIMPLY ROCKS...!!!

For The Ones Who Care....

19th march was when i brought my bike....the all new Karizma ZMR....so happy i was.....or atleast i thought i was....till this day when i realized how incomplete the happiness was...

However when i wonder why was it soo....why was the happiness incomplete then....or what is so better now....what is the reason behind this...

My mind comes up with plenty of reasons....but it simply holds back the one important one....but lets put it this way....I would be fooling myself more than any body else if i were to say....anything else than this...the happiness was incomplete because i did not have all my closed ones with mee then....to share the moment with me.....
And as they so wittily say happiness just multiplies when you have someone to share it with...but this day i was happy....more happy than on the day when i bought my bike....and surprisingly soo for the same reason....the only difference however was that i had some special ones to share it with....
So what actually happened on this day.....what did i doo??
Well actually it was not something i did....it was something Shruti , Swati and Niharika did....they arranged a ritual....the prayer....which you are supposed to do when u buy a new thing....
I had forgotten all about it after my mom told me to do it....but dey did not....and they did it for me....for my bike.....i just love you guys....
I was soo proud of them....i was deeply touched....and it made my day.....it was as if i felt i had bought my bike on that day....

I am not at home....but when you have such friends....itz more or less home....
with such friends by my side....who treat me as their own....who care for me as their own.....who in their heart want good for mee....i find it hard to believe that i am away from my family...
I want to thank you guys....
I sometimes wonder am i worth all this trouble that you take for me....
I fail to find a answer....
But then it seems simply great to have you by my side....
I feel soo strong....like the invincible....
Like I can take on anything....
All this only because i know i would have you if anything went wrong....
Thanks guys...
Thanks for being there....

P.S.: Fuck i am soo drunk...!!! :P

Banjara Hills....!!!

When Vivek Marathe talked about the Apache Mandir in class....none of us actually knew what it was....some of us who use to hang out thought it was a bar in FC road....
Now how do i say it....Apache mandir was here....at Banjara Hills and trust me guys....the place is simply Fab..
The garden Ambience,the multi-cuisine restaurant,the efficient service,terrace top arrangement....and the best part was the beautiful wine....
I cant believe it took me 10 months to find this place....
But neways am glad i finally did....
And along with apache mandir there are about 4 more restaurants....each a part of Banjara....
Guys it was an evening i would remember for many reasons....letz see how many can i actually pull up...

1.The girl who thinks Honeymoons are for shopping and rest all is just secondary.
2.Anshita's natural act which came so close to being Robin Scherbatsky.
3.The amazing food....specially the soup and Chi****(u know am a veggie...:P)
4.Maryada's plans for 2016 to Switzerland....(itz gonna be awesome)(best plan ever sweetie..)
5.The sizzling Brownie
6.Last day of our holidays...
7.Prakash's oath to quit something...lol...(thats the 3rd time)
8.Rishabh's......(m thinking)well rishabh's was just being rishabh...
9.And finally the supreme wine....it was simply the perfect eve...

Banjara hills rocks....and i fail to express the fun we had....for i fail to get the right words....whatever i say dosent even come close to the feeling that the hilltop restaurant gave....

And so we raised a toast.....toast to the beautiful evening....which kicked off on a very disappointing note when we went to that lake....which is a place where people have been growing small shrubs for years together....but anyways....as they say all is well that ends well...

And yes it was a end....end to the fun filled and super cool 5 days of chutti.....which are a rarity here at SBS....life was soo good....but then all good things come to an end don't they??
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P.S.: Apache Mandir....you are on my Radar...

Is it LOVE...??

What is the most simplest question which almost always is expected to be followed with the most complicated answers....such answers that to hell even if newton were to solve the puzzle he would take days together...

Come and relieve me...

And for all that i know it's not even a question....
Itz those 3 words.....those magical(hypothesize) words....
Which makes you check you heart rate....
Which almost always comes as a surprise....
Which everyone saves till the last...well most of em doo....
Which covers up all your past pains....(only to give you new one's)
Which by now you have already figured out....
But u still wanna make sure...don't you....?
You know the thing but you still want it to be crystal clear....

ok letz save it for now....

Now there exists another similar set of three words....closely associated with it....
It's as they say...."I LIKE YOU"
soo it's like ehh??
I like a 100 people....i dont goo around and tell it to those 100 people....but i can....
And so i did to you....coz i thought you ought to know.....coz i thought the friendship was there...
But that's not how you took it did you....??
You thought i was crazy....and i thought it was my mistake....
You thought i meant something else....but i did not....
Which i even tried to clear but you did not allow me too....
Soo truth be told....it was you who erred....but gone was "our" friendship....

But the problem here is "like" is almost always followed by the "i-do-not-want-to-say-it" word....
and soo when you leave things unsaid....it gives no solution....it only makes things worse....worse to understand....and worse to confront....till one fine day....you blow the lid off....

So then whats the relation between....
LIKE and "i-do-not-want-to-say-it" word...
well apparently for some itz none....
and for others it's the difference between just-a-way-to-express-yourself and last till eternity....
and soo some doo express and some do not....

Soo next time someone gives you the LIKE word.....
please do not mess it up....cozz itz not what you think it is....
just wait for him to say....what you think he means to say....maybe he may not say it ever....
or lets just say....clear it out....while you can....

Coming back to where it all started....
So now that we all know what the question is....let us know....why is it soo complicated....
Is it coz of the pain associated with it or is it just plain foolishness....
Whatever it be....truth remains the answer has to be complicated with about a million something words....

But the point is how do you know the difference between the 2 words.....
like and "i-do-not-want-to-say-it" word....
well i have already given it....if you are expected to answer long and strong with a million words....you know what it is....and if not....den itz probably not as much deep and definitely not worth anything to worry about....

P.S.: I just Like You...!!!

coffee,conversations and more....

For those who could not get what am talking about....itz the tagline for...
                            "MOCHA"--The Place for Conversations...
A very delightful end to a very lazy day....and boy was it not fun....
At about 4pm in the afternoon Me, Rishabh and Anshita decided to go for a round around the city...
None of us knew what to do & where to go....so we landed up at FC road....
The sun was burning at our head....to add to that we did not find transport for a long time....we were all sucked up....it seemed we were done....
But then we i saw this joint....Mocha....i knew it right there we were good to goo...
Once we were in....we settled in fast....we were soo tired already....

This was our table....and yes that was a swing...

I opened the Menu...
The 1st page of the menu said...

"Relax...settle down....let us give you an experience which is out of the world...

We know you are busy....but a cup of coffee....is what you need...

So forget everything and get yourself a treat....

Because when you are at Mocha Life can wait...!!!"
And trust me soo it did...

We were in search for Nirvana....so we ordered one...
and a Choclate Avalanche...

The Nirvana was matchless....the ambience was amazing...and service was simply superb..
it was all normal till now.....except ofcourse that we were in a state of nirvana...
but then we decided....let us do something....and soo we did...
soo we ended up playing Spin-The-Bottle....
and 3 hours simply went flying....and we were left wanting for more...
Many secrets were revealed....many misconceptions cleared....many realities came to life....and some hearts were broken too....:P
Soo as they say...."conversations and more".....the "more" was simply more active....


All said and done....The choclate avalanche is simply superb....choclate lovers its a heaven...
especially when you are in a state of nirvana...
Accomplishment was that....we three got close....
and for all those who thought i was the "Kabab main haddi"
To me it seemed the kabab was missing.....or rather i would say there is no kabab...
it was fun guys....had lotta fun...
Thank you Rishabh and Anshita.....for being true all the while
and on that note I sign off....
...
P.S.: Tommorrow itz destination "Alibaug"...

Me and My Machine....

With baited breath i am waiting for you....
I know you are coming but i cant wait anymore....
I think about you all the time.....
I feel you coming with all the shine...

The blaring black colour on your body
Is the image that runs through my mind...


I cant think anymore....i seem to be loosing the sound...
I want to turn the throttle...and zoom like a dragon....

I had a dream in which you could breathe fire...
And together we burned everything in wire.....
But that was just a dream and reality will be sound...
All i can say is we will lit up the darkness around...

I feel you have been captivated and being tied...
Because they want to know that i have been tried....
I wont let us down....i will come and get you....
Just wait for my move....which is now due...


I am coming to get you....i wont fail....
I promise you very soon we will be ready to sail...

There are many scavengers trying to get a bait....
They sure have been unwise...i will show them the gate...

For all I know....our association will be cherished....
For i feel it's time for history to be relished....

Me and my machine are going to be one...
So who will you choose in the days to come....
But that question is strange cause you won't find anyone...
So who will you choose in the days to come??...:P

Everything i do and everything i say....
It seems so less...it seems so less....

..
P.S.: Truly Above All....
The Knight....waiting for his Stallion

Sabse aage bache kaun??...Section D section D....

Section D...yes my class...my class at Sri Balaji Society...
or for that matter in BITM...

let me build up first.... 

Fun and frolic...we are der..
Travel and Living...we are der..
Maturity and Understanding...we are der...
Craze and Foolishness...we are still der...
Love and family....we are anyways here
Running and chasing....we were always der..
Fights and arguments....we are der....
Innovation and creativity....yes we are der..
Studies and Rankings.....we will soon know where...
Courage and responsibility....we are everywhere...

We have been together for some time now but what a time....
I still clearly remember the first day of our class when we had a workshop...
and we were all very excited and anxious at the same time...
vary of each other and diplomatic about each other...
Today after 7 months of togetherness has changed us all...
We stand with each other as a group...with love faith and courage....

Many factors brought us close...
be it the various workshops we had together...
our cultural's which we proudly won...(no competition actually)
the lonavala trip later on...
the week at Bam sir's presentations
the Hostel masti...
then we went for branding....
the fun and masti in GOA!!!
and the ever so happening classroom fun

life has been very hectic and very tight here at sbs...
i dont knw if i could have survived without my class...
but i am in good shape and doing well happily only cause of my class

Today wen i look back and wonder what is it that made us soo special...
i struggle to find one reason or one person that stands out...
I came here looking for just a career....but i had little knowledge that i would be in for something soo dearer....
now let me continue with some short testimonials.....
the list is long soo plzz hang onn

Prakash  aka Murgi...a complete nautanki package.....
my moments wid u...
shanal bai ko 700rs detay prakash...and your 40rs haircut....and the swimming pool water which u were so eager to slap....our discussions on HIMYM and our copy of the gr8 barney.....every moment has been special bro....

Harsh aka my buffer.....
i feel harsh i feel you.....haha....
my moments wid you..
girls hostel....shanals flat....the fight with senior....der are soo many..
my verdict you are da best dancer of SBS....

Shruti....
my moments with you...
there have been so many...
you are my best critic and my best resort....thanks

pragati....aka lalala....aka yuuuhoooo!!!
the craziest girl.....
my moments....
our preparation before exams.....and almost all my breakfast's

ankana....aka sketching....new CR
my moments with you
our fight in the theater....the poolside table in goa....the train journey from banglore...lonavala trip remember i carried you...hehe

mayank & prateek....
my moments
almost all our hostel times....my birthday.....the bulb changing sessions...the dance session(yamla pagala deewana was a huge hit).....the in room gym sessions...

safalta sharma....aka miss restless....the new DC
my moments with you...
the bumper boat ride in GOA....bam sir's week....the merry ride in lonavla.....the 23 bday hits which almost broke my back.....the feedback you gave to my parents abt mee

Ankita (5).....aka Smiley...aka naughty girl(:P)...
the cutest girl probably on planet earth
my moments
the night by the poolside in goa....the treat you gave us on KUKI's bday....

Devraj and shashi.....aka systems and chotu...new CR
my moments
the hostel moments....the eve of our trip to goa and bala sirs gyan that followed
and shashi's replies in classes...and dev's laziness

subuu....aka bhoot...the real DC...
my moments wid u...
we share something deep bro....our bdays(hum dono dhakkano ekk hi din paida hona tha)....what a day it was....it was a holi without colours...i can never forget the day....probably my best bday celebration ever....

swati singh.....
my moments
the warmth and comfort you put me in....you are too sweet....and my dance partner in bihu...

Anshita...aka S### Tina....(i hear it )ohhh plzzz...tuche!!!
my moments with you
the initial days of college.....you performance on mayya mayya specially on my request.....you bday wen we played with mud....and your coaching before Stats paper(ur a rocking teacher)!!

Shivani....
my moments with you....
our ride in goa....your knee joint...hehe....
simple sweet girl...

Shushmita...aka my sweet sister...and the X-CR
my moments with you
The raksha bandhan day....the 31st dec-1st jan party.....the gajar ka halva dat aunty sent specially for mee.....the day wen u cried and i made u smile....our long discussion's....
love u sweethrt...

Vijeta....aka miss happy...
my moments
the classroom fun....the trip on your bike around the college....your session of trying in GOA....ur are simply the coolest...

Surabhi....
i love the way u call my name...
my moments...our initial days in college....the 1st day of our class....

Niharika mishra...aka babu...the original DC
maturity and simplicity redefined....
my moments..
our preparation before exam....our long discussions in deep matters....your explanations regarding countless things.....the evening at the temple before sales exam.....the bus trip around pune city.....

Sudeep aka chinna...
Probably the most effective speaker....and a real joker at times...
my moments
\your speech during mahadevan sir;s lecture.....our discussions regarding subject matters...and our preparations for the presentations...

Kunal aka my look up table....and prakhar........
i wouldent have  started blogging but for you kunal...along with a few other reasons....
 prakhar.....your timing of the jokes is spot on mate
my moments with you....both
The shack!!....the preparation for goa....the evenings at navrang....

Shruti Sugandha....aka sugandha
my moments with you....
the shack....the photoshoot.....our various discussions....the new year  in the lawn....the numerous arguments wen we swore we would kill each other...hehe

Manish....aka assam
your bargaining skills are unmatched
my moments with you
the night at shanal's flat.....the bet which u lost and dint payme 1000 bucks....

Rishabh....aka...sundar ladki
ur too cute dude
my moments with you...
the night by the poolside in goa....the evening wen you were high after the cruise....the long sometimes comic stories that u almost instantaneously generate.... :P

Vikas aka....the responsible guy
my moments with you
our various discussions regarding probably infinite matters....the fun we had at navrang after classes....and your hidden taunts which i always understand but i never react....

Himanshu...aka bhau...
the dood who landed someone....
my moments with you...
it has to be the night when we were caught....nothing can beat that....and i loved your laddu's

Shanal dubey...aka chari...
the angry young man...
my moments wid you..
has to be the day wen we were at your flat....we all owe one on you....

Yukti....tay---n.....aka chuki chuki...
my moments with you...
our conversations in gujarati...you are the only source of keeping my language alive....for now.....


and these are just to name a few good ones.....our class has given me many many such memories...which i probably will remember for a lifetime.....
and it has just been 7 months...

thank you all for being there with me....i will always cherish these memories
take care guys each and everyone of you is special for me....

...
P.S.: I love you all...muwaah!!!

Adios my Visionary Aid...

You lived with me...you felt with me....
you rose with me....and you fell with me...
you saw with me or rather i would say i saw through you...

Little did i know that when i went to the Optician the other day you would feel soo bad and so Insulted that you would give up on me in anger just the next day....
you were the last person(thing) i had hoped who would leave me...
Yes i wanted a new one....but that never meant i was going to abandon you...

But as all good things come to an end , so did you...
you served me well...too well for that matter...
I had taken you for granted and so during the final days of your service you made me realize your importance...

So smart were you that you knew exactly what to do or where to break.....you came off at the right spot...soo that not only would i realize my mistake of overlooking you and ill treating you but also at the same time i could manage with the damage....
And so the damage was done and it was beyond repair...
No matter what anyone says....I know i had been bad with you....

:Roses:   :specs:      April 2009-January 2011       :specs:   :Roses:

 So that brings me to only 1 logical explanation....


Even though you were dying
Even though you were angry on me..
Even though i had ignored you for most of your lifetime
Even though i had battered and insulted you loads and loads of time
Even though you knew your end was near..
Even though you wanted to teach me a lesson...
You remembered your Duty to serve...
you have been like the unsung hero...
like the warrior..
like the Knight...
you stood by mee against all odds...

And today when you are counting your last few moments...as i am about to get you replaced...
I want to thank you and salute you...
For your service and for your Help...
Thanks for always being there...
You have created a benchmark for the others who will follow...
May you RIP...
Muwaah!!!

...
P.S.: So long my Old Broken Specs...

The Night I played the role of a Guard!!

So much said and so much listened....soo much felt and soo much expected.....but still somehow sri balaji society always has something in itz kitty which will keep u excited and happy at the same time....
when i sit down and think about my decision to join this college and and be a part of this amazing society....i always adored my decision and feel extremely proud of wht i did.. ..
Just 6 months at Sri Balaji Society and i already have more than 20 odd tell-a-tales to give out....
and each one of them is better than the other....
one such incident is today....my NIGHT DUTY!!...
itz 2.12am and the night is freezing...i am wearing 2 Tees....a pullover and a jacket on top of it....covering ear to ear and head to toe....
my fingers are feeling the chill as i am typing....but then this is a story that i need to tell...
coz itz not everyday that you are handed over the duty of a gaurd....
Sitting on this bench below the hostel in bloody freezing temperatures...
I may not be accurate but i am guessing itz somewhere around 8-9 degrees...
my rommie prateek is accompanying me at this laborious task
How often do you get the opportunity to take responsibility of 700 odd students and watch by them as they sleep with peace....with the hope that someone is watching their back...and today that someone is me...(and ofcourse my rommie too...who is lost somewhere in a volley of movies on his lappy)
2.25 am now as my fingers are adjusting themselves to the climate around....just came back from a round around the campus....the campus seems a total different story at night...everything is down....except for the watchmen at the main gate who are having a merry time....they have lit up a bon fire and are accumulating the heat....they offered me some of it....in bits and peices of a oral usage which seemed like a mixture of some ancient linguistic mix and hindi....Ahhh!! i made life easier for them....i am from mumbai folks i speak fluent Marathi....that momentarily excited them...they offered me a chair to sit.....took the registers from me to sign....and then discussed with me about the coldness of the night.....though i was very less interested in any of it....i half mindedly listened to it....for i needed the bon fire.....ahhh soo soothing it was....my rommie just stood der....waited for the gaurd to sign the registers....took it from him....and said letz goo after momentarily gliding his palms over the fire.....
But i was in no mood to go....i held him back....offered him a chair....but he choose to stand anyways....5 more minutes with the flame and we left....completed our round from behind the college got the registers signed from the other gaurds...and came back to the hostel gate.....
2.38am seems daisy has ran out of her quota of freedom tonight as the watchman has held her and is moving her into her room(for those who dont knw who is daisy....skip reading this part...:P....lol).....she stood there for about a minute wondering what to do....i was wondering what is gonna happen....den the watchman stood up and put of the lights inside her room.....she immediately understood itz time to sleep so went in and lay down on her mat inside the room....wow...i mean thats some training....she seems to be a stupid bitch......well now i knw she is not....
2.46 am....my rommie is saying letz goo....i dont feel like going....i am loving it down here...itz soo much unusual....the night is seemingly mine....i cant goo now....what happenned to the sleep of the 700 odd people in the hostel.....their peace for which i am the source....i am gonna stay back....not for what i have to do.....or not for wht makes me happy.....but for what i believe in.....
which is
one for all....and all for one.....
...
P.S.: 2.56am....sleep in peace hostelites....i have got it all covered....;)