This one's for you...

This one's for you!!

Let's Share this World....my dear,

A Sky is for you ,

and the void is for mee...

A sea is for you.,

and the depths are for mee...

The flowers are for you,
and the thorns are for mee...

The clouds are for you,

and the mist is for mee...

The rain is for you.,

and the wetness is for mee...

The night is for you..,

and the coldness is for mee..

The shade is for you,

while the scorching sun for mee..
The wind is for you,
but the dust is for mee....

The snow for you..,
and the hails for mee..
The sunrise for you..,
while the sunset for mee..

The Rivers,the mountains,the grasslands,the nature..
Everything is for you...
But you..... you are for meee!!!

P.S.: I am going down...

1.36 in the night...

1.36am  in the night......Rendezvous with my MIND!!..

what are you doing??...wasting myself...
what could you be doing??...reading marketing...
why are you not??....i do not know...
whatz the point??....there is a exam tomorrow...
how was the exam today??.....i relished it
what was so special??....for a change i choosed the questions..
dont you want to sleep??...probably not...
what do you want to do??....watch a movie...talk to someone
with whom??....depends on who is awake
who do u think is??....dosent really matter...
will she be awake??...how should i knw
why dont you call her??.....i dont want too
what might be she doing??....who's the she!!...probably sleeping
whats on your mind??...am i not good?
what do u think??...wht more is it gonna takee....
are you serious??...i dont think so....or do i...
watz the plan??....not to have a plan
where do you go from here??...nowhere
is der a solution??....i wish der was...
who can help??....only she can
what do you do??....wait
how long??...as long as it takes...
what will happen??...time will tell...
are you happy??...for the moment...yes
huh??....chuck it!!
who are you??...the KNIGHT
who am i??...you are just you....the one for others
do you exist??...only in your thoughts...
what makes you live?...she does...
are you sure??....nope
y r u confused??...coz i dont plan...
what is the problem??...everything
do u wanna talk abt it??...not with you...
then wid whom??....maybe with her...
fine i am going to sleep....fine i will just ponder around...
forget it you are insane....tell me something new..

and then itz all a hazy dream..
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P.S.: Who is the She??

I FEEL LIKE A KNIGHT...!!!

I wander in time.....in search of freedom......i am searching for air as it is becoming difficult to breathe....

They have tied me by the chains that wont leave me......which are hurting me......cutting me......creeping in mee.....and they make me bleed....they give me pain....

I wanna break free.....but they wont leave me....they keep taking me back...back to the dungeons....in the crushing blackness....where life ceases to exist.....where hell seems better.....and light is scared to enter...

I seem to be loosing options.....but what can i do??......

With all my soul and all the courage i am holding back...just a little longer....i dont know how long i can bear.....but i will hold on till i can....

In their heart they know that they have been cruel....but they think that they are doing it for better.....for better or not i do not know.....but they would leave scars that would never go...

So with immense faith and immense strength i say to them "come and take me on"....i dont fear them for i feel like a Knight....I will take them on for they cant break my Heart.....

I am not made of mud and nor of glass....neither of steel and nor of iron.....I am made of something which i dont think they know....or shall i just call it Faith and love....

Hence Letz face it for i want to test myself....Either the shackles will break or they will succeed to break mee......and so we see who is the first to Fall.!!
Whatever be the outcome it dosent really matter....for what I feel now is beyond their power....what they should know is simply this....that I......I feel like a KNIGHT!!

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P.S.: That "they" is probably "She"!!!....But i fail to know....

You look so pretty....you look so pretty....!!

                                 You look so pretty..you look so pretty..

for you my girl i write down this ditty...

The sun in the sky shines down on the city..

suddenly it seems i am made of some other mitti(hindi)

My head spins as i am trying to be witty...

I dont understand why am i writing such a bitty...

As the mouse runs from the fear of the kitty...

I am telling you darling dont look at me with such pity...

I dont know why i am writing this ditty..

I think i am lost...for the words seem all nitty..:P 

At the end of this rhyme it seems so shitty...

But i am having fun and that is all that matters my sweety...

Listen friends i want to point out something petty..

We went to Goa and did not see a jetty...

So it stands like a mighty tall county,

Have you ever tasted the coconut chocolate Bounty...??

And Lastly...

I want to tell you folks, with all my gritty...

That she looks so pretty...she looks so pretty...

P.S.: lol!!!...

P.P.S.:

Did i mention....

She looks so pretty...:P

Happy Birthday Ruchiii...!!

A few lines just for you...

Early in the morning i woke up startled..

just to find myself wound up with my snorkel..

I was just hopping around..but something felt so wrong..

I looked at my cell which rang up like a Gong...

Wen i read your message it struck me then..
that i havent wished you since i dont knw wen...


You said itz ok but i know it's not...
tell me lady what can i do to get sought...

It was your birthday how could i forget...
Am so sorry please accept my regret...

With all my heart and all my life..
I am just hoping that you dont stab me with a knife...:))

Itz your day and you are the ruler..
but let me tell you, you are a year older...:P

Party hard and make the most of today...

for it might not come back anywhere anyday...

I wish to make up for my lost wishes..

I hope you read it with the sweet dishes...

And last but not the least..

With cakes and candles may your day ponder...
I will be eager to know that you have had a time to remember....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUCHIII...!!!

m  soo sorry yaar...i did remember it just till yesterday...
but somehow i forgot....
 my mind keeps playing strange games....
i wish i knew it better...!!

Anyways you have a blast...party and enjoy!!..

and hoo sake toh maaf kar dena...lol..:P

 

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P.S.: Ruchii is my school friend and as usual i forgot her bday so she is angry and i am trying to win her back...Help guys!!!

Is it me....or is it you??

Is it me...or is it you?

I wonder abt you as the time goes by,

I close my eyes and you come along and smile,

Is it me...or is it you?

U smile at me and the world around seems unimportant,
I feel no pain even though it ought to have hurt,
Is it me...or is it you?

I sit by the window and stare in the dark,
The moon in the sky fails to add any light,
Is it me...or is it you?

I look at the fire and it seems so cold,

I feel the wind but it fails to bring the freshness it once did..

Is it me...or is it you?

I stand in the rain and i still feel all dry,

I smell the flowers and dey don't smell the same,
Is it me...or is it you?

I look at the birds and they don't seem happy anymore,
I talk to the animals who talk back no more,
Is it me...or is it you?

I look at my room and it doesn't feel home,
I sleep on my bed and the comfort has all gone,
Is it me...or is it you?

I look at my watch and i see no time,

I look in the mirror and i stand and wonder,

Is it me...or is it you?

For is he the guy whom once i called mee!!
And all i could answer to myself was for you to see,
Is it actually mee....or is it just YOU??

I cant find an answer and i wish you could help,
But dont worry my dear i have friends like none,
On their behalf i proudly say....
With pride and content in my fray...
Its not you....but itz all the way mee!!

P.S.: I know i ROCK...

THE SHACK

 As the sea engulfs the bright scorching sun into itz depths...the sun radiates itz last breath and a last hope for survival with orange and red sparks....with itz final struggle to come back to life....but however hard it tries it must come to an end....coz it is required for someone else at some other place....and so the battle ends and the sun always looses....this is wht happens each and eveyday.....and we humans call it the sunset....

There are few places in this world where you can capture this moment with stark reality and very less imagination....
it all just happens right before your eyes....
as if you have paid for the VIP tickets...
as if you were meant to be there...as if it was made and practiced just so that you could come and watch the show....

Itz Royal...itz Kingly...itz Lavish.....you are the Master and the whole universe is trying to put up a show for your entertainment....you gotta feel it to know wht i am talking about.....you feel for the looser...you do want him too loose...but you just want him to fight a lil bit more....
One such place has been

THE SHACK--GOA....

Guys trust me...sitting on a rest chair....with absolute bloody nothing else in mind...with the sea washing your feet....the sky putting up a show....with long puffs of the sacred flavours...and a very soothing health drink....

This is wer i hoped the time had stopped...

It was getting colder...and i was starting to feel lighter....the birds retreating seemed to be calling us.... We were 4 of us....or rather 5 of us.....3 of us could fly....and 2 of us wanted to fly....and so we did....yes my friends we flew...we talked to the birds...we went high up in the air.....we played with dem........and den we came back....though we did not want too...but it seemed dey did not want to play anymore...

They were afraid of the dark i guess...

But i was not...and i kept soaring...and finally i came back....safe and sound....back to my Kingly chair....

Der i was at my chair...relaxing and letting the waves treat mee....it was den i was approached by a few peasants..who wanted to make some art on my body....i tried to shoo them off initially...but they kept coming back....finally i gave in to one of them....who happily served mee....with the health drink in one hand and other hand being served...I felt like the NAWAB...

At that moment i looked at the sea and clapped for it...i said to it....

"nice show u put up...well done..!!"....

And it was happy....

As the evening grew...it became darker...we had to leave....but i did not want to go.....but then my countrymen needed mee....i was required....so i had to leave...

The richness and the aura...kept calling me back....it whispered in my ears....promised me that it will take me higher.....it will put up a bigger and better show next time.....come back it said....and i could only say....."i sure will....some other day....some other time".....and it kept calling...and it kept calling.....

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P.S.: Prakash...Prakhar....Kunal...and Sugandha....The shack has always been special for mee...thanks for being der to share it with me.....it wouldent have been the same without you...i hope to share it again with yall....some other day some other time....but that's a different story...

This ones for you lil princess!!

Whenever i needed a saviour...whenever i needed a guide.....you were always there to be my pride..


A small town girl...from a city in jharkhand...(which she still considers to be Bihar)....yeh but shez studied in indore....neways...



She rose to my happiness wen i was happy....
(dont ask me how...she simply used a chair)....and simply stood her ground wen i was low....(i.e. at her height)....

Call her my friend...call her my star...
call her my glove...call her my bone....
all i know is she was der wid me....wen i was all blown....

Yes shez my princess...my sweet lil princess....
who has been der wid me....wen i needed someone to be....

I try to keep her at bay but she makes sure she has her say.....
and more often than not....she does her best to find me a way....

I always wanted a sister....but never had thought that a lil bomb like  you could bring me that laughter...

If ever you need a pin....you cal me with ur tin.....
if u think twice to do the spin.....i promise you will be in the bin

On a serious note...
Thanks for being always der princess....ur the best!!!

P.S.: Chal Bhag Jaa...:P

Travelling on a pathless journey...i am in search of hope...as the road spirals thru darkness...i am desparate for light.......it makes me wonder if i am headed for hell....or is it the road to heaven....give me a vision!!!

strange...y did i write it...??

Done and dusted:::shez of the past....reincarnated:::i have found myself again.....life is cool:::bcoz i want it to be that way......i fought back when they thought i was wasted.....and to her i say:::u'll CRY too.....wen u knw what u have lost...BUT i wish u dont......