Moving ahead with past

Watching some of the old videos while sitting and doing nothing makes me realize the memories from the past are still so fresh. It has suddenly made me so nostalgic that I am starting to feel will I ever get to live that life again.

I sit here on this crowded street by the lake and wonder if ever I can get a chance again to be in the hostel with my room mates and once again if we could play the song " yamla pagla deewana" and dance to its tunes as if there is nobody watching and as if it doesn't matter if anybody may be watching.

I clearly remember , what we only cared for then is to dance and make a good video which we could later upload on YouTube, today when I just happened to come across it , all of it just hit me back.
I want to go back to my hostel just for a day, to my flat and I want to feel the life and I want to treasure it, the feeling somehow has so strongly gripped me that I wonder if I will ever be able to come out of it.
I have a good life now but I just feel like I want to relive all those moments. I deeply miss my hostel and the 2 of my best years I spent in SBS.
Only I know how much I would give to just relive one day in the exact same conditions and with exact same people.
However when I just come out of the nostalgia. I realize its of the past and what I have now is because of my glorious past, if I keep going back and dreaming of it I might not have such a great future.
Going forward
New role heading off to kolkata , bigger pay checks, bigger responsibilities , independent lifestyle, more work, more stress, this is what I have to worry about now. But I still wonder will all this give me the kind of memories my past has given me, coz when I made those memories I never once thought , I just had fun and I had lots of it and here I am on the street by the lake side sitting and wondering if I am making any memories.
I guess only time can answer that.

P.S.:Once you have resigned you don't really give a damn about work.
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The reception

Waiting waiting and waiting some more, one thing which always happens and has happened in my life.

Be it on sales calls be it client meetings or for interviews both pre and post, today being another one of those days, lot of thoughts just racing through my mind, like a river all the water is just flowing I don't know how much of water can I retrieve.

Just out of my interview been waiting for over 20 mins now, it seemed to have gone well and I also fell on a couple of accounts but I did recover well, my mind is just trying to hold up thoughts in place and analyze the situation the words just seem too less to put it together. Sonali and Harshal , two of them I tried to prove I am good and they listened.
She asked me what I liked the most, I said "I like when somebody listens, when somebody gives me their undivided attention and I speak and everybody in the room just listens to what I have to say, this right here is what I enjoy, and I enjoy this a lot."
Yes I came up with that instantly and that to so good..
And they listened to all that, lot of questions she asked me to which I gave an instant answers these were totally strange questions but then I could duck them very well,I wonder if I have become experienced to handle such situations.
Give answers instantly which will still please the listener.
I read somewhere a good decision is good because it has come from experience and experience comes from the past mistakes and the more the better decision the more the number of mistakes done, so basically it means I have by now appeared in lot of interviews and have got a knack of how to get through such situation.. I am just saying:-)

Still sitting at the reception and my mind is racing but I am glad I have unloaded a few thoughts at least.
The reception the reception I wonder how long this wait will be for, and will it be worth the time and energy, what offer will they give if they give at all, racing mind.

Just when I was drifting towards the negative side the HR came, took me for lunch and told me that I would be having the second round.

P.S.: I have a feeling this might be it.
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Triumph of good over evil.

http://www.scoopwhoop.com/inothernews/ramayana-actually-happened/

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P.S.: Happy Dussera to all