Missing my Loneliness...

Once there was a time when i used to have a lot of time for myself and for all my
creativity(as if there was any)
But anyways i used to think i am giving myself a lot to do and a lot of my mind seemed to be utilised..
and this was not a lot of time ago..just about a year ago...
My loneliness always gave me greater insight into myself  : "me time" i called it..

It always gave me time to think...and develop greater skills like writing for example...
My blogs are purely a creation of my loneliness

But today again i seem to be very occupied and very busy to do anything that i ever wanted to do...
it's like i have again come back a full circle...
From nothing-to-do TO no-time-to-do.....
My question is how did this happen....where did all the time go...and given that college runs for lesser hours now...
They say "An empty mind is a devil's workshop"
so has the devil started working in my mind...??


Point is i will never know and i will never try to find...
but then i will always complain..

but then given my nature i will try to fuse in my loneliness within my busy schedule...
Will it work or not i do not know...

but then after so many days i have again comeback to write...have i not..?
So i guess thats how it's gonna be...
So staying lonely is the need of the hour..!!
for me atleast..


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P.S.: How can i miss loneliness..??....strange is my mind..!!

When I fly....

They call me self contained...
Some say i am self obsessed...
then there are others who feel i am arrogant..
and some say i am hard to budge..

To each and everyone of you i have just one thing to say..

I DON'T CARE...!!!


I am here for what i am worth and i will stay here as long as i want..
Cause I never asked your opinion nor i cared for it anyways...
So if you don't like me or if you don't understand mee...
I have just one thing to say...

I DON'T CARE...!!!

I may seem crazy...i may seem like a person with attitude...
i may be harsh and i may be rude...
You may wonder as to why i am always soo crude...
But to tell you the truth...which cuts through the prude...

Is just that....

I DON'T CARE...!!!

When I fly i am so fragile....
That i don't mind about what i say...
I don't know if this is , just the flight or the height...
Which makes me say with such sight...

That..

I DON'T CARE...!!!

My purpose is clear..and now it seems to be near...
So all i want to say is if you have a tantrum to throw...
Then...

I DON'T CARE...!!!

Having said that there are a few ones for whom i do care....
But then those few ones would know....as to what do i do...

WHEN I FLY...!!!
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P.S.: I know i have totally lost it....but seriously....I DON'T CARE...

The King....in mee

Above all...!!

Have you ever felt like a king....?
Like a real powerful person....Holding so much power that you could just burn out everything in your path...
Do whatever you want....but then you don't do it....you just hold yourself back...
You contain the power within you....you don't want to be soo brutal.....
You know you have it to do it....but you let the Royalty just show for itself...
It's like a test of your patience and your attitude...and your kindness for smaller creatures...



Have you ever experienced that...have you even felt what it feels like too have to power and not use it.....I guess few might have....But I definitely have

Every time i ride my machine....my ZMR...i feel it...
It feels i have soo much power vested in me....but i try to be calm and patient....I hold back....
I relax my nerves and just breathe easy...
I feel everyone watching me....i see them gawking at me when i pass by....they seem to want a show...a display of my power
Makes me feel proud...makes me feel like a Powerful man...
Makes me feel like a KING...!!

Soo i just bask in the Glory...and keep them waiting....and wanting...:P
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P.S.: I don't need a Queen....i search for a DYNASTY...

The Deathly Hallows-Part2

The movie couldn't have been better made...yes there are a few changes from the book but all in all it was a brilliant movie...to say that it was the best of the lot would not do justice to the other films considering the turn of events which did not exist in this particular film...

But anyways...after a regular day at my internship i went to this multiplex to book tickets for the next day but little did i know that i was more deserving than this...
Just as Albus Dumbledore says..."Help Will be granted to anyone in need at Hogwarts if they are deserving"
I felt like the world was my Hogwarts and since i had the will to check at the ticket counter standing in the long serpentine queue even though all online bookings said Housefull...i got the opportunity....I got the help from my Hogwarts....I got the tickets to the premiere show...and boy what an experience it was..!!....was i deserving...well i would leave that to the beliefs....


Talking about the movie...ohhh it was Grand.!!...and more so because it is in 3D....
I would always miss the fact that i could not watch it at the Dome as i wanted....But that takes nothing away from the movie..
there were instances when i said the dialogues from the book and the same thing showed up on the screen....what i am trying to say is even the dialogues from the book haven't been changed...
The 3D experience is soo real that it seems you are sitting inside the movie....you literally try to hold the Dementors hood....or the Ashes when You-Know -Who burns....
You Move forward to look in the valley where Neville just fell...and you jolt back in your seat when Nagini hits Severus Face on with a powerful Jaw Punch.
For a moment I thought I was flying above the burning stationery inside the room of requirement with Hermione and Ron....then we saved Draco's life too....Hell it was totally awesome.
The Best scene i thought was when Neville Cut Nagini's Throat with the Gryfindoor Sword...the timing the slow motion the aggression on his face and his style...everything about the scene was perfect.

I never Watched a Premiere before....yes it hurt my pocket somewhat but i get to see the movie before the world....so what if i have to pay a premium for that....and plus i get to give a review which might influence others to watch and the best part i have got about a dozen calls and messages asking me how was the movie....soo much to get that the premium amount seems abysmal  ...

Something that i think was missing was the crowd to watch the final fight between Harry and Voldemort...there should have been cheering there should have been the victory cry....
But anyways i don't want to spoil it for the non-readers....

On a serious note....If you haven't watched the first part of Deathly hallows watch it before you see this one....you won't be able to connect otherwise.
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P.S.: I was very close to the screen on the 2nd row....maybe that made my 3D experience more real....but i am not sure...go find out for your self.
Long Live Harry Potter...

Me and My Machine....

With baited breath i am waiting for you....
I know you are coming but i cant wait anymore....
I think about you all the time.....
I feel you coming with all the shine...

The blaring black colour on your body
Is the image that runs through my mind...


I cant think anymore....i seem to be loosing the sound...
I want to turn the throttle...and zoom like a dragon....

I had a dream in which you could breathe fire...
And together we burned everything in wire.....
But that was just a dream and reality will be sound...
All i can say is we will lit up the darkness around...

I feel you have been captivated and being tied...
Because they want to know that i have been tried....
I wont let us down....i will come and get you....
Just wait for my move....which is now due...


I am coming to get you....i wont fail....
I promise you very soon we will be ready to sail...

There are many scavengers trying to get a bait....
They sure have been unwise...i will show them the gate...

For all I know....our association will be cherished....
For i feel it's time for history to be relished....

Me and my machine are going to be one...
So who will you choose in the days to come....
But that question is strange cause you won't find anyone...
So who will you choose in the days to come??...:P

Everything i do and everything i say....
It seems so less...it seems so less....

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P.S.: Truly Above All....
The Knight....waiting for his Stallion

You look so pretty....you look so pretty....!!

                                 You look so pretty..you look so pretty..

for you my girl i write down this ditty...

The sun in the sky shines down on the city..

suddenly it seems i am made of some other mitti(hindi)

My head spins as i am trying to be witty...

I dont understand why am i writing such a bitty...

As the mouse runs from the fear of the kitty...

I am telling you darling dont look at me with such pity...

I dont know why i am writing this ditty..

I think i am lost...for the words seem all nitty..:P 

At the end of this rhyme it seems so shitty...

But i am having fun and that is all that matters my sweety...

Listen friends i want to point out something petty..

We went to Goa and did not see a jetty...

So it stands like a mighty tall county,

Have you ever tasted the coconut chocolate Bounty...??

And Lastly...

I want to tell you folks, with all my gritty...

That she looks so pretty...she looks so pretty...

P.S.: lol!!!...

P.P.S.:

Did i mention....

She looks so pretty...:P