Adios my Visionary Aid...

You lived with me...you felt with me....
you rose with me....and you fell with me...
you saw with me or rather i would say i saw through you...

Little did i know that when i went to the Optician the other day you would feel soo bad and so Insulted that you would give up on me in anger just the next day....
you were the last person(thing) i had hoped who would leave me...
Yes i wanted a new one....but that never meant i was going to abandon you...

But as all good things come to an end , so did you...
you served me well...too well for that matter...
I had taken you for granted and so during the final days of your service you made me realize your importance...

So smart were you that you knew exactly what to do or where to break.....you came off at the right spot...soo that not only would i realize my mistake of overlooking you and ill treating you but also at the same time i could manage with the damage....
And so the damage was done and it was beyond repair...
No matter what anyone says....I know i had been bad with you....

:Roses:   :specs:      April 2009-January 2011       :specs:   :Roses:

 So that brings me to only 1 logical explanation....


Even though you were dying
Even though you were angry on me..
Even though i had ignored you for most of your lifetime
Even though i had battered and insulted you loads and loads of time
Even though you knew your end was near..
Even though you wanted to teach me a lesson...
You remembered your Duty to serve...
you have been like the unsung hero...
like the warrior..
like the Knight...
you stood by mee against all odds...

And today when you are counting your last few moments...as i am about to get you replaced...
I want to thank you and salute you...
For your service and for your Help...
Thanks for always being there...
You have created a benchmark for the others who will follow...
May you RIP...
Muwaah!!!

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P.S.: So long my Old Broken Specs...

The Night I played the role of a Guard!!

So much said and so much listened....soo much felt and soo much expected.....but still somehow sri balaji society always has something in itz kitty which will keep u excited and happy at the same time....
when i sit down and think about my decision to join this college and and be a part of this amazing society....i always adored my decision and feel extremely proud of wht i did.. ..
Just 6 months at Sri Balaji Society and i already have more than 20 odd tell-a-tales to give out....
and each one of them is better than the other....
one such incident is today....my NIGHT DUTY!!...
itz 2.12am and the night is freezing...i am wearing 2 Tees....a pullover and a jacket on top of it....covering ear to ear and head to toe....
my fingers are feeling the chill as i am typing....but then this is a story that i need to tell...
coz itz not everyday that you are handed over the duty of a gaurd....
Sitting on this bench below the hostel in bloody freezing temperatures...
I may not be accurate but i am guessing itz somewhere around 8-9 degrees...
my rommie prateek is accompanying me at this laborious task
How often do you get the opportunity to take responsibility of 700 odd students and watch by them as they sleep with peace....with the hope that someone is watching their back...and today that someone is me...(and ofcourse my rommie too...who is lost somewhere in a volley of movies on his lappy)
2.25 am now as my fingers are adjusting themselves to the climate around....just came back from a round around the campus....the campus seems a total different story at night...everything is down....except for the watchmen at the main gate who are having a merry time....they have lit up a bon fire and are accumulating the heat....they offered me some of it....in bits and peices of a oral usage which seemed like a mixture of some ancient linguistic mix and hindi....Ahhh!! i made life easier for them....i am from mumbai folks i speak fluent Marathi....that momentarily excited them...they offered me a chair to sit.....took the registers from me to sign....and then discussed with me about the coldness of the night.....though i was very less interested in any of it....i half mindedly listened to it....for i needed the bon fire.....ahhh soo soothing it was....my rommie just stood der....waited for the gaurd to sign the registers....took it from him....and said letz goo after momentarily gliding his palms over the fire.....
But i was in no mood to go....i held him back....offered him a chair....but he choose to stand anyways....5 more minutes with the flame and we left....completed our round from behind the college got the registers signed from the other gaurds...and came back to the hostel gate.....
2.38am seems daisy has ran out of her quota of freedom tonight as the watchman has held her and is moving her into her room(for those who dont knw who is daisy....skip reading this part...:P....lol).....she stood there for about a minute wondering what to do....i was wondering what is gonna happen....den the watchman stood up and put of the lights inside her room.....she immediately understood itz time to sleep so went in and lay down on her mat inside the room....wow...i mean thats some training....she seems to be a stupid bitch......well now i knw she is not....
2.46 am....my rommie is saying letz goo....i dont feel like going....i am loving it down here...itz soo much unusual....the night is seemingly mine....i cant goo now....what happenned to the sleep of the 700 odd people in the hostel.....their peace for which i am the source....i am gonna stay back....not for what i have to do.....or not for wht makes me happy.....but for what i believe in.....
which is
one for all....and all for one.....
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P.S.: 2.56am....sleep in peace hostelites....i have got it all covered....;)

This one's for you...

This one's for you!!

Let's Share this World....my dear,

A Sky is for you ,

and the void is for mee...

A sea is for you.,

and the depths are for mee...

The flowers are for you,
and the thorns are for mee...

The clouds are for you,

and the mist is for mee...

The rain is for you.,

and the wetness is for mee...

The night is for you..,

and the coldness is for mee..

The shade is for you,

while the scorching sun for mee..
The wind is for you,
but the dust is for mee....

The snow for you..,
and the hails for mee..
The sunrise for you..,
while the sunset for mee..

The Rivers,the mountains,the grasslands,the nature..
Everything is for you...
But you..... you are for meee!!!

P.S.: I am going down...

1.36 in the night...

1.36am  in the night......Rendezvous with my MIND!!..

what are you doing??...wasting myself...
what could you be doing??...reading marketing...
why are you not??....i do not know...
whatz the point??....there is a exam tomorrow...
how was the exam today??.....i relished it
what was so special??....for a change i choosed the questions..
dont you want to sleep??...probably not...
what do you want to do??....watch a movie...talk to someone
with whom??....depends on who is awake
who do u think is??....dosent really matter...
will she be awake??...how should i knw
why dont you call her??.....i dont want too
what might be she doing??....who's the she!!...probably sleeping
whats on your mind??...am i not good?
what do u think??...wht more is it gonna takee....
are you serious??...i dont think so....or do i...
watz the plan??....not to have a plan
where do you go from here??...nowhere
is der a solution??....i wish der was...
who can help??....only she can
what do you do??....wait
how long??...as long as it takes...
what will happen??...time will tell...
are you happy??...for the moment...yes
huh??....chuck it!!
who are you??...the KNIGHT
who am i??...you are just you....the one for others
do you exist??...only in your thoughts...
what makes you live?...she does...
are you sure??....nope
y r u confused??...coz i dont plan...
what is the problem??...everything
do u wanna talk abt it??...not with you...
then wid whom??....maybe with her...
fine i am going to sleep....fine i will just ponder around...
forget it you are insane....tell me something new..

and then itz all a hazy dream..
....
P.S.: Who is the She??

I FEEL LIKE A KNIGHT...!!!

I wander in time.....in search of freedom......i am searching for air as it is becoming difficult to breathe....

They have tied me by the chains that wont leave me......which are hurting me......cutting me......creeping in mee.....and they make me bleed....they give me pain....

I wanna break free.....but they wont leave me....they keep taking me back...back to the dungeons....in the crushing blackness....where life ceases to exist.....where hell seems better.....and light is scared to enter...

I seem to be loosing options.....but what can i do??......

With all my soul and all the courage i am holding back...just a little longer....i dont know how long i can bear.....but i will hold on till i can....

In their heart they know that they have been cruel....but they think that they are doing it for better.....for better or not i do not know.....but they would leave scars that would never go...

So with immense faith and immense strength i say to them "come and take me on"....i dont fear them for i feel like a Knight....I will take them on for they cant break my Heart.....

I am not made of mud and nor of glass....neither of steel and nor of iron.....I am made of something which i dont think they know....or shall i just call it Faith and love....

Hence Letz face it for i want to test myself....Either the shackles will break or they will succeed to break mee......and so we see who is the first to Fall.!!
Whatever be the outcome it dosent really matter....for what I feel now is beyond their power....what they should know is simply this....that I......I feel like a KNIGHT!!

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P.S.: That "they" is probably "She"!!!....But i fail to know....

You look so pretty....you look so pretty....!!

                                 You look so pretty..you look so pretty..

for you my girl i write down this ditty...

The sun in the sky shines down on the city..

suddenly it seems i am made of some other mitti(hindi)

My head spins as i am trying to be witty...

I dont understand why am i writing such a bitty...

As the mouse runs from the fear of the kitty...

I am telling you darling dont look at me with such pity...

I dont know why i am writing this ditty..

I think i am lost...for the words seem all nitty..:P 

At the end of this rhyme it seems so shitty...

But i am having fun and that is all that matters my sweety...

Listen friends i want to point out something petty..

We went to Goa and did not see a jetty...

So it stands like a mighty tall county,

Have you ever tasted the coconut chocolate Bounty...??

And Lastly...

I want to tell you folks, with all my gritty...

That she looks so pretty...she looks so pretty...

P.S.: lol!!!...

P.P.S.:

Did i mention....

She looks so pretty...:P

Happy Birthday Ruchiii...!!

A few lines just for you...

Early in the morning i woke up startled..

just to find myself wound up with my snorkel..

I was just hopping around..but something felt so wrong..

I looked at my cell which rang up like a Gong...

Wen i read your message it struck me then..
that i havent wished you since i dont knw wen...


You said itz ok but i know it's not...
tell me lady what can i do to get sought...

It was your birthday how could i forget...
Am so sorry please accept my regret...

With all my heart and all my life..
I am just hoping that you dont stab me with a knife...:))

Itz your day and you are the ruler..
but let me tell you, you are a year older...:P

Party hard and make the most of today...

for it might not come back anywhere anyday...

I wish to make up for my lost wishes..

I hope you read it with the sweet dishes...

And last but not the least..

With cakes and candles may your day ponder...
I will be eager to know that you have had a time to remember....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUCHIII...!!!

m  soo sorry yaar...i did remember it just till yesterday...
but somehow i forgot....
 my mind keeps playing strange games....
i wish i knew it better...!!

Anyways you have a blast...party and enjoy!!..

and hoo sake toh maaf kar dena...lol..:P

 

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P.S.: Ruchii is my school friend and as usual i forgot her bday so she is angry and i am trying to win her back...Help guys!!!